Everything is......

I can't discribe about everthing in my life..
maybe I do everything wrong, I didn't know about my way, when I must turn right, when I must turn left... Or when I must go away the way...
Everything is confused. And I don't know what I can do something or nothing.
I can't imagine about everything. Now everything is must be do by my own. Ohh... GOD..!! I need the truthful..